I Love Mondays

Read This When You Are Able to Face the Difficult “HOW?”

Mondays are my favorite day. When our kids were little if I said this they’d squeal and scrunch up their noses. Your favorite day of the week is Monday?

On Monday mornings as a touring musician, after a long weekend of playing solo shows, I slowed down with a cuppa and watched everyone rush off to work. I had been working when everyone was ordering a cocktail on Saturday night. As a yoga teacher I worked all weekend too. I wasn’t ever a participant in the majority flow.

I realize now I established a capacity for living out my true nature, which is to trust inner time, not the clock, while living in Italy as a young adult. I knew I was a traveler, not a tourist. In all areas of life, I seek my own estimation of situations with chosen outside sources, God, and my intuition. Then I decide for myself. I recently shocked a relative with my ability to utilize my God centered intuition in order to find a lost item. It’s an everyday experience for me. It is like all things God given, tiny and vast all at once. Sometimes it’s a lost item, today it’s my beloved bonus son playing his first college lacrosse game, as I write, without added medical risk. Both God given intuition.

My experience of being an outsider combined with proximity to massive success has also been enlightening. I have encountered Oscar and Grammy winners and private flyers, through songwriting in Nashville and my yoga teaching practice at the finest clubs in Los Angeles. I acknowledge that still, I’m qualified only to ask questions. But questions are better than mainstream media faith in shallow conclusions from paid fact checkers without seeking opposing (free) voices who don’t answer to Pharma sponsors.

Now, to the difficult questions

You may have seen this quote. It is popular in the New Age, “The Secret”, manifestation crowd. (I know this crowd well, I used to run with it).

Please pause and prepare yourself. Here is a difficult reality to face, and this bold type is a warning.

Read this pictured quote again, and consider it in the context of the use of child porn. The epidemic of inability to discern virtuous reality from virtual reality, that leads to the use of porn, in particular child porn, is a disgusting problem in our society.

Now consider child porn’s end: human trafficking. Yes, human children are ordered on the internet. Sickos start with images on the internet, which leads to a demand for an in person equivalent. This is a disgusting and unspeakable topic and it turns my stomach to write this essay. And it is imperative we face these facts in order to achieve mental emancipation from the use of these crimes, which may extend even to ordinary everyday people, going to CVS for a shot. It’s affecting all of us. Stay with me.

A demand that begins with porn is met by children sometimes sold by their own mothers. Drug addicted mothers sell their own children for a night and get a stack of cash, which they turn over to a drug dealer. Let it sink in. These mothers leave their child with disgusting sickos to go get high, and return only for a commodity, not their child. Consider the border crisis and what this does for volume of disgusting, unspeakable business. You don’t even need a meth addicted mother if you have an unaccompanied minor illegally crossing the border into Arizona, to enter captivity with a criminal.

Again, DISGUSTING. I revile it and I reject it completely and pray for this evil to be washed from the earth completely and forever. The most disgusting people on earth maintain ownership of children and sell them to the most disgusting people on earth, some whom just happen to fly in private planes.

Why am I writing about this? Because facing it is required in order to deconstruct HOW Covid shot and Pharma corruption could possibly have taken place.

First of all, it is NOT complicated. It is simple.

Let’s just ask questions.

Did Gates donate to convicted sex offended Epstein as “directed”? (Yes, he did.) Why? What was he buying? Silence?

Did Fauci own people in science? (Yes, he did. Here are the receipts.)

Isn’t ownership of other adults essentially trafficking? Are there hierarchies of this practice, down to the most innocent?

Is it possible that things went the way of corrupt people who were owned by corrupt superiors? (owning people IN institutions is essentially owning institutions).

Is it possible that this sort of scenario was repeated? A scenario like, stand for truth when you’ve been bribed, lose your career, get smeared. Agree and say yes, this drug will be approved, this will advance and I will be paid much, much more for advancing approval of this drug. This is probably the majority of the corruption.

But could the small minority have agreed ‘yes I will do this, because I went to an island and slept with a hooker, but while I was passed out on drugs the one who owned the island who also owns children, took a trafficked child and put her in the bed with me in a disgusting position and took video and he will release them if I do not do this’. (There’s a term for this kind of bribery, it’s called a “honeypot”.)

Did Epstein own and place cameras everywhere?

Did this buy him “science”?

(That honeypot example is an innocent version. There are people among us, some calling the shots, who may have deliberately taken part in unspeakable crimes against children.)

Watch Ghislaine Maxwell wring her hair and rub her eyes while tempering her vocal tone, in a recent interview from jail. It is a cavalier and sociopathic show. She is performing because she is desperately trying to reduce calculated, evil fraud in a gigantic unspeakable business that she likely inherited, to an unfortunate liaison with a creep. Anyone in her audience buying it is in denial.

Libertarian journalist and founder of the Brownstone Institute Jeffrey Tucker explored the concept of corruption through blackmail in a recent article for the Epoch Times:

“The institutions on which we used to depend to defend our liberties and rights—nonprofits, courts, intellectuals, academia, tech, and media—have failed spectacularly. We had no idea just how many of them had long ago been already captured. We didn’t know that the feds were deeply embedded at Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and LinkedIn. We didn’t know that they’d already captured the news pages of The New York Times and so on. We thought that these institutions were merely ideologically biased. We didn’t know that they had become tools of the regime. When the intellectuals and nonprofits went silent when lockdowns, mask mandates, and vaccine mandates came along, we thought that they were merely afraid to speak. We hadn’t considered that their silence was evidence of a much deeper corruption. They were either being paid for silence or blackmailed into it.

The communities that resisted … weren’t the secular elites much less the academy or corporations. They were religious communities: the Hasidim, the Amish, the Mormons, the traditionalist Catholics, and later, the Evangelicals. It turns out, just speaking empirically, holding to a hard faith and living in a community of others who also hold that faith turned out to be the greatest single mental and intellectual protection against [mental] infection[.] My humble suggestion, then, is that if you don’t have a faith, get one immediately. You need it to protect you against the lies of the secular elites, who are selling their own false version of religion.

We desperately need institutional reform and revolution. People talk about reforming the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, the Department of Education, the National Institutes of Health, and the FBI. Forget it. These institutions need to be completely defunded and defanged. They’re corrupt to the core, to the point that there’s no hope. In addition, we need dramatic legal reform. The quarantine power needs to go away. We need reform of money to get it away from the hands of the Federal Reserve. We need education solely in the control of families and communities.”

The results of what at first seemed like fiscal Pharma fraud three years ago caused ordinary people like me to instinctively ask ‘WHY and HOW would this be passed or approved when this obvious harm is being done????’ Many of us did. We were not stopping until we found out. We were digging and sharpening discernment of motives behind information sources of all kinds, until we got to the bottom, only to find another. It is an ugly bottom, full of wretched conclusions. Mental agility is required to navigate psyops that reveal an effort toward the forced surveillance and control of innocent people.

Here’s the crucial piece:

Corrupt people and agendas (agendas within which good people unconsciously accomplish harm) attempt to convince that everything going on is a whole “new” and separate, splintered set of global issues. They convince you that you’re small and powerless and it’s complicated and you’d never get it.

Actually, we are getting it. It is simple.

All the issues are connected and it is simple. It’s the oldest profession, the birds and the bees, money makes the world go round simple.

That’s why social and cultural agendas funded by hidden NGO money seem so important and yet so confusing and complicated. They’re not. The ultimate capture, the primary aim, is our most innocent group. Children.

It is being done through warped propaganda promoting abortion and a border crisis as virtuous, gender ideology as suicide prevention, vaccines as health, and excellence as a quality that signals racism.

These promoted, splintered, multiplying agenda-based “think tanks” require “new” words and lots of meetings and TV interviews full of indirect, emotional communication about “problematic” things that are just too cumbersome for anyone who isn’t inclusive and diverse. “You just wouldn’t understand”. It’s even in the body language, shaking of heads. If you ask a direct question that reveals obvious harm, you’ll usually just get focused on for your word choice. That’s sociopathic strategy, beneath which is NO meaningful answer. Hear from a whistleblower who fled the gender agenda and you’ll get an idea of what I mean.

“Complicated” is a sociopathic, pathological word. It immediately subtracts an innocent’s ability to know. Dominant manipulator says “It’s complicated, it’s confusing, you wouldn’t get it”. A disempowered person goes, ‘oh you’re right. I’m so dumb. You’re so smart. I’m a zero, you’re a hero. I’m minus this much that YOU have, which I don’t have.’ Why do you think so many women who have recovered from narcissistic abuse were at the front of the shot protests? It’s because they know the game. It is SIMPLE. It is NOT COMPLICATED.

But here’s the catch: you have to take back and own your personal power. Everywhere. In every area of your life. You have to stop shrinking away from the edge of your innermost, secure awareness of yourself, which can reveal a need for God. You have to be willing to face and handle criticism and rejection.

This is why I repeat:

It is not that they wouldn’t accomplish diabolical crimes, it‘s that YOU wouldn’t.

They would do this, and they did do this, and it didn’t work.

And now, we have to ask HOW.

Because the denial that is a sociopath’s ultimate protection, is VAPORIZING. We are waking up.

Seymour Hersh, a true journalist, just opened a Substack. Two entries so far. What a perfect example of truly free press, to give you an idea of what I am talking about. This was in the same week that we heard from real FBI agents, exposing the disastrous decline and weaponization of the FBI. Why is it so, so hard to find these clips in mainstream media?

Why Substack?

Nancy Mace’s personal testimony during her interrogation of former Twitter execs at The House Oversight Committee's hearing on February 8, 2023, regarding Twitter's role in censorship, was compelling. We saw doomed execs, eyes as wide as trapped animals, look up at poster sized proof of how they did what they did, and hear about being held to account. Proof that along with the Government and the FBI, they silenced Stanford and Harvard physicians. This was also a demonstration of convergence of a bunch of seemingly separate “complicated” issues being one simple issue: censorship. Censorship that prevented informed consent, advanced election interference, and a lack of censorship that led to Yoel Roth permitting 40,000 child porn accounts on Twitter.

Ever met a scientist?

I ask now that you go into your own intuitive inner capacity for a moment. Scientists don’t act like cool kids who knew about a pop band first, or PR agents. True scientists are preoccupied, insatiably curious, nerds. (No disrespect.) The great ones enthusiastically shrug. (root of enthusiasm: ‘Divine, without ego’) Scientists resist and refuse a final answer, and study and question EVERYTHING, regardless of who funds what.

The truth is obvious and the corruption becomes obvious when you begin asking but HOW?? And while exposure, disclosure and accountability are necessary for reform, we cannot just wait on it. We all must individually face the absolute necessity of extinguishing denial through asking HOW, in order to see what has happened to us.