I know I speak for many readers, because they tell me. We’re not mad. Just tired, a little sad, and utterly transformed. Because intense rejection for seeking answers in an attempt to prevent harm will do that to a person. It’ll transform you. It will bring you closer to a need for the one who transformed persecution into prevailing as the highest frequency in the Universe.
Lots of us metabolized painful feelings all through 2021, did whatever we possibly could to demand informed consent for ourselves and those of our loved ones, and are just now finally able to breathe. We spent a lot of time wrangling through the jungle of data and information, and stayed out of misleading, captured conversations. We were treated in extraordinary ways for wanting ordinary items. We learned that we were built for a higher calling. We discovered an ability to not just attend an exercise class or health appointment (where someone who ultimately proves zero conviction waxes poetic about discipline, informed consent and mind body spirit). We actively discerned critical, life changing information and data with mind body spirit. We WERE the exercise. And we are just a little tired.
I’m working on piecing my life back together, because, as you know, I sustained pressure and processed some heartbreak on professional and personal levels (like a lot of people did). I rebuilt my inner life and invested in those I love the most, while I also let a lot of things go. Only so much a girl can do while an evil empire is at the door. But I did I learn how to get a really mean email and still have a great day. (epic!) I also learned how to be in the presence of a person that thinks Fauci is a good person and maintain a moderate blood pressure.
I’m tired now, from trying to shake people awake, from yelling at a School Board and a City Council that never listen anyway. Tired from being treated like a criminal in my community for simply wanting to point things out, the root of my mission being informed consent. Informed Consent, from sources the free citizen chooses, not the info that the manufacturer provides. Every free citizen had a right to not enroll in an experiment sponsored by companies that are unethical and downright deceptive. Every free citizen had a right to ask their employer a long, long list of questions before being coerced into a situation that could wreck them. Just ask Captain Snow.
Im still eager to wake up the receptors in a brain that resisted common sense, but I’m also going back to the work I’m meant to do. I’m recording a song soon, I’m writing a course on the topic of my original podcast. In some ways, I’ve been through a mild version of hell, but it’s nothing compared to people who have lost their livelihood, their health and their insurance because they are injured from the Covid shot or experiencing regular illness, even after more shots. The injured couldn’t even write about it on Twitter, but maybe now they can. There’s a lot of silenced people that have a lot to share, and they also have a right to share it. Especially their anger. To stand in contrast of that, I’m incredibly blessed and require myself to get it together and help.
A hint. The Devil has captured a lot of words. In particular, “disinformation” and “Democracy”. Nothing is as it seems. The captured mainstream media is not your friend. They are your teacher.