Holy Doubt

On Behalf of Children

You are Loved. Beyond your comprehension.

This is really important, for anyone in doubt, to remember while they read this piece.

Children were the final frontier

Last fall, I took a class with Dr. Ryan Cole. He is a pathologist and has done autopsies on those who have died suddenly after inoculation from the mandated experiment. I have taken his warnings seriously because he has seen the bodies and the labs. He emphasized that children are the final frontier of an impossibly dark and nefarious situation. I believe children will also provide the final frontier of GOOD, a reason many wake up to what is really going on.

I cannot even imagine the terror of a parent that realizes this shot was not necessary and could harm their offspring. Their denial is a shock absorber for the soul. There is hope, and it is in unpacking hard truths. That is my purpose here.

The only people I listen to are those that have stood for the true protection of children and common sense all along. Despite her talk, for decades, that doesn’t include Marianne Williamson. Holy Doubt may not include a lot of people in the media or entertainment. It may not include your pastor, your rabbi, or your existing counselor.

That’s scary. I have felt that fear- that I could no longer trust people from whom I once sought guidance. It was disorienting and frightening, but I got through it. I found improved relationships with those who also dug for the truth, I found mentors, and a counselor. I still face harsh judgment, even from family, which is not as awful as silence in the presence of harm. Children are my final frontier too. Any remaining residue of concern for what my readers or my family may think of me is meaningless compared to preservation of the well being, happiness and freedom of all innocent children.

Toxic blind obedience is the protection of sociopaths, via denial

Insisting that children and teens collapsing, napping to never wake up, and living with wretched health conditions (like this) ‘has nothing to do with’ exposure to an untested, injectable experiment is toxic obedience. It is time to stop bowing to what billion dollar campaigns said about VAERS. Read each entry in the database and decide for yourself. Your child is worth it. That’s exactly what this woman is doing. You can too.

Blind obedience contains the protective denial of sociopathic systems through avoidance of critical thought. These systems have instilled (or installed) that denial with billion dollar campaigns that have weaponized emotions. Blind obedience says “it has nothing to do with the shot.” This is alignment with a sociopathic system. Unconscious alignment is innocent. (As Maya Angelou said, “when you know better, you do better”) Conscious alignment is not innocent. As I have said before, denial of the flesh is not virtuous when it is warning you. Another way to say that is trust your gut. The most important thing a parent in doubt can do right now is to feel it, and face it, and seek help.

I know that doubt is very scary for innocents who simply wanted their child to be able to move about the world and enjoy the things in life to which they are accustomed. I hurt for busy parents in that position and I do have compassion for them. However, we all had choices, all along.

Many of us prioritized being informed over “getting back to normal”. (and are still going through hell for it along with all those that have informed us ) We have mastered tough love because we knew we had choices. We are here for those who take responsibility for theirs.

Doubting your “I just wanted to get back to normal” is very scary. But it is also holy.

It is holy IF you are using it to seek solution. If you are using it to judge people like me, you are wasting valuable time. At least go do research and prove me wrong! Steve Kirsch has been willing to pay someone a million bucks to prove him wrong for months. Many bury doubt or use it to project and widen the gap between the two “sides”. Use your doubt for good, and it is holy. The willingness to sit with complicated feelings and actions is holy. It is a way out of the group psychosis that accomplished inoculation of kids who faced almost zero risk of death from what amounted to a chest cold for them.

Many have already made their way through this portal of doubt into awareness.

I hear from some through emails and calls. I know a few in my neighborhood - we mostly nod, words are barely necessary.

I went through the acute pain of the portal of doubt in June of 2020. Later, things stabilized; I had fully individuated from strategic political agendas. (I view the political “science” in The State of the Union like the Marvel movie it is) I paid the price emotionally and socially, and I realized a closeness with God I hadn’t before. I fully accepted that you can’t put the toothpaste of awareness back in the tube.

Soul-utions

There are soul-lutions to healing children. Individuating from father pharma and doing the research is a next indicated step if you’re overwhelmed. In my last podcast we discussed parents getting their sons cardiac workups. Gently inquire about your daughters’ menses. I know from experience that children can hold onto things like locked vaults. Ask. Help them open up.

Practical solutions for children come before handling your own business, but they will help you too. Trust the process. Your business is unpacking your intentions for subjecting your child to an unnecessary biological experiment without informed consent.

Let’s take a minute for a deep breath here to clarify informed consent.

Informed consent and consent are not the same thing.

Consent extracted from a tell-a-vision watching, Facebook approved, busy parent population, locked and loaded with Pharma-paid pediatricians, ready to “get back to normal” without being judged or called names is not informed consent. It is only consent.

No one that sought informed consent from a variety of sources, mainstream and non, allowed this for their child.

I am not judging anyone for avoiding being fully informed. It took losing a lot for me to become informed. Plus, we were in lockdown. All I did was research. I radically changed my entire daily experience, and not everyone had that chance. I do not blame anyone who just didn’t have the time to find out what was really going on. However, I will fault you if you don’t answer your doubt now.

Wholesome restorative actions on behalf of children will require letting go of what others think, and a rigorous personal inventory, from which the children are protected. They know a lot more than you think they know, and they may have their own doubt.

I have a great deal of hope that children who have been inoculated can still overcome harm. Correct and conscious care is available. The bodymind is far more advanced than this biologic, and so is God.

Anyone who inoculated their child and is still reading this has humbled themselves and placed themselves in the presence of an unconditional forgiveness. I deeply respect your willingness to make holy your doubt.

The messaging was pervasive and intense. You were busy. You trusted the untrustworthy.

You are loved. Beyond your comprehension.

Now get to work.