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Ava's avatar

Amy, you are an artist of and with words.

The prose you so eloquently put forth is what so many feel and wish they could express in such a way. Thank you. I can hear Christianne’s voice reciting the affirmation that is so very true, apt and timely. We must not lose ourselves by taking on the grievances of others. I have had to, out of necessity and self preservation, love some with a long handled spoon; that is, from a distance. I feel the low thrumming of grief when I catch glimpses of elderly, struggling to breathe underneath their muzzles. They wear them because someone (many someones) scared them first, and then promised it would keep them safe. Same as the shots. Fear campaign in place. Enter a remedy for the fear [they] created. Salvation in a syringe. At what point do physicians wake up? Do they ever? Most didn’t bat an eye when these shots were rushed. It takes about a decade (sometimes a decade and a half) to develop a vaccine. Didn’t that tip them off? Safety trials take another 2-3 years following the development. Is that not a clue either? How about changing the very definition of vaccine? Still asleep? A vaccine, by definition must fit 3 criteria: It must contain a dead or live pathogen. It must prevent transmission. It must prevent illness. These shots fill none of these criteria. PCR tests were never intended to diagnose illness, yet they are being used solely to determine covid cases. It was discovered that they were being run at such high cycle thresholds that anything would render a false positive; any tiny remnant of the common cold, any mucus from allergies, any *anything*. Self testing showed wild inaccuracies when it was discovered that koolaid, shaving lotion, eye drops and coconut water were all covid positive. What a frocking disaster. What a waste of billions of dollars that could be utilized to truly help people. I often wonder how many woke up when they realized that locking down everything didn’t work except to plunge people into financial ruin and despair. There were many, many more suicides than actual deaths from a flu rebranded. Covid didn’t kill anyone. The treatment protocols did. Ventilators. They are closed systems unlike bipap and cpap. Many providers do not know how to use them correctly. Remdesivir. It wasn’t approved for whatever this illness is. It causes organ failure at very high rates. Patients having no contact with loved ones. Stress, isolation and grief compromised the health of so many. This is still ongoing.

This is what kills.

Do physicians not believe the whistleblowers? The nurses and doctors who risked their careers to tell the truth? Do they not see adverse events after the shots? How can they not? Anyone can look at VAERS. Anyone can see the backtracking of the CDC and their numbers game. Embalmers have shared their experiences concerning the deceased and what the blood of the jabbed looks like. I agree that Fauci is psychopath. He passed sociopath a long time ago, after the genocide of victims who received the hepatitis vaccine in the hope of preventing AIDS.

I am so bloody angry! Do people not realize that ‘lockdown’ is a term used for prisoners? Do people *really* not know that there is NO such thing as asymptomatic? When did we stop assuming responsibility for our own health and realize that we are not responsible for the health of other people? We have been called selfish for refusing to act sick when we are healthy. We have been regarded as unclean and unholy for choosing not to be experimented on. We haven’t asked anyone for anything except the truth.

My antennae are always up and out.

I search the eyes and aura of those I encounter, praying to see a spark of life.

Looking for hope and joy. I pass out smiles and rarely get them back. I feel that people are angry and panicked. And still scared.

I have to measure my exposure to this toxicity because it hurts me to be so close to it. I thank God for the gift of discernment, for my curious nature that nudges me to look deeper when I know something is amiss, for the ability to realize my own strength, especially in the face of adversity, and for people like You. Thank you again for being a resounding voice for so many.

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Amy Loftus's avatar

Ava, thank you so much for this comment. This is incredible and I hope many read it. I share your experience and give it all to God and try to only focus on the day I am in. I too hurt for the elderly. And the gay community, traumatized a second time by Fauci. We gotta keep praying people will see. More do every day, that I know. The data and daily experience seen, of illness collapses and death— will match up more and more.

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Sherry Perry's avatar

As I edge into my Covid experience on day 10, I feel the message within your words as an unvaccinated first timer. I lost the job, lost some family and friends and lost a spiritual teacher while knowing in my gut that I had a better chance of preserving my life by refusing the jab. I hear from folks in the States and a smaller circle here that people are dying. No one is linking it to the jabs amongst families and friends. I don’t think they can go there because they know they are likely looking down the barrel of the same “gun”.

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Amy Loftus's avatar

Day 10 as in you’ve got it?

Yes Alec Berenson is producing data regularly that the hospitalized with Covid deaths are 95% vaccinated. Good for you for standing strong.

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Sherry Perry's avatar

Yes, 10 days so far. The only difference between this and the usual chest colds over the years is a very definite loss of taste and smell plus more tired than usual.

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Ava's avatar

Hello Sherry, I hope you are feeling better. Maybe this will help: When we are sick and fighting colds and other things, our bodies use a LOT of zinc. We can be depleted of zinc and not know it. A major sign of zinc deficiency is anosmia (loss of smell/taste). If you can get ahold of some zinc picolinate and take about 50 mg at night with food (it’s hard on the tum sometimes) it will help a lot. 💛

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Sherry Perry's avatar

Thank you for the suggestion. I will get on it.

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Amy Loftus's avatar

Nice!!! While we are at it - in case it resonates I suggest VitC to bowel tolerance you can start with 2-3K mg, vitD 2K iu and Quercitin 800 mg will help absorb the zinc. I get the one with bromelain an anti inflammatory which will help.

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Amy Loftus's avatar

I’m so sorry. God speed. I’m sure you are covered with a protocol right? Zev Zelenko and others have lots of info. Take good and careful care. 🙏❤️

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Claire's avatar

So beautifully written, Amy. I love the affirmation.

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Amy Loftus's avatar

Thank you, Claire. ❤️

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Hawk Furman's avatar

Right on.. 😍

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Amy Loftus's avatar

Thank you for your encouragement, Heidi! Yes, I hear you. Just saw an Amy Schumer show and she just CRACKS ME UP when she mocks the moments of being in an unappealing unwanted conversation. Humor helps!!!! LOL

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