The Female Body as Captured Territory
#3 In a Series
Before the treacherous territory of body sovereignty was upon us four years ago (almost to the day) I had been embodying Dr. Pat Allen’s line “you’re the proud owner of a female body” for years. The controversy of the covid shot simply magnified my calling. I was unable to allow an unknown experiment into my body. While my husband has every right to his decisions, this one meant the possible sexual transmission and shedding of a substance that I did not need or want in my tissues. Standing in proud ownership of my female body, and what I do and do not allow in it, became the biggest risk I have ever taken, personally and professionally. I have, like many, been through an emotionally brutal experience, and I would not change a thing. I’d do it all again. Have you met anyone who regrets not getting the shot?
Here’s a quote from an email that I received from a family member, in response to my essays about standing up to medical tyranny.
"I cannot read this sad, sick, weaving together of your life story and the craziness... Life is hard. Get over yourself. I’m sad to say goodbye to you."
This was in response to an essay I wrote about my right to stand up for myself and what goes in my body. Incidentally, I suspect this person was in a position of eligibility for financial gain on condition of shots given to kids. Hearing from the mothers of infertile women in 15 years may occur, but meantime, glass of wine and a Neil Young album.
Stand for Life or Sink to a Death Cult
The culturally Marxist, anti-life sacrifices all produce the same end: icy distance from feminine instinct and real love. They can eat away at a woman and corrode her raw, innate sensitivity and instinct to preserve life.
Let’s consider abortion, which I define as the death of a beating heart, a trauma and a tragedy, not a "human right" or a political victory. When an OB/Gyn med student is demanding legal abortions at full term, am I a holy roller fanatic or just a decent human being attempting to preserve future generations?
Unprocessed grief and false acceptance from social and political justification of horror can wear a woman down, even without her conscious awareness. In her book Domestic Extremist, Peachy Keenan writes, “Pro-choice propaganda has not only made parenthood less desirable, but it has also convinced women to reenact ‘Sophie’s Choice’ using their wombs as a setting.”
Casual Sex is the Other Oxy: Gateway Drug to Full Blown Marxism
In my experience of listening to women, I have witnessed firsthand how celebrating casual sex and abortion often occupy the same sentence. I consider the diminished desire for future children a PTSD symptom of the trauma of abortion. And if a woman who suffered the tragedy of abortion does have kids, it can erode her instincts enough to tolerate abandoning their home at the first sign of normal marital challenges. In It Didn’t Start With You, trauma expert Mark Wolynn counts abortion as a culprit in his list of twenty-one hidden dynamics that keep people from happiness in relationship. Permitting casual sex that can lead to an abortion could also possibly erode one’s instinct when an unwanted medical experiment (containing fetal tissue from aborted babies) threatens a job.
Anna, 36, came to me after having two miscarriages in one summer. I asked her why she and her fiancé weren’t married yet, and she said they decided to prioritize children before the wedding. This was the summer of 2021, and that previous spring, her employer had coerced her into getting an experimental covid shot, right when they began trying for a baby. When we arrived at this delicate topic, she told me her mom was an internist; she knew there was no such thing as a vaccine for a virus that was presently mutating. She wanted to rely on natural immunity but felt pressured.
Anna was aware of a disruption in her cycle immediately after getting her first shot. This caused her confusion in tracking ovulation, and she did not want the second one. Her doctor refused to write a medical exemption, and she forged a signature on her vaccine card instead of getting the second shot. This was causing her an unbelievable amount of stress during corporate digital vaccine “checkpoints” and international work travel. Because I refuse to believe the doom and gloom theories that all who went for the jab are permanently damaged, (any experiment has a substantial placebo group) I speculated that the stress of a forged card was the first thing to consider as a cause of miscarriages.
Reluctantly, she then uncovered her abortion at 20. She went through it without telling a soul, not even the father. This presented the real work. She stared at me in disbelief when I demonstrated a willingness to hear her pain. “But aren’t you pro-life?” She asked. “Yes, and that includes yours” I said. She sobbed in a reaction of shock and relief that I passed no judgement. (I leave that to God.) She retraced her steps on the emotional block of a secret abortion, which she avoided by using achievement and professional success like a drug. Her career had taken the place of a higher power, made obvious by her statement at the start of the session. “I didn’t want the shot, but I literally never considered declining it - all I could think about was getting back to work.”
In her book Love Cycles, Winnifred B. Cutler PhD scientifically proves the deterioration that casual sex causes in the female body. In her words, “sexual behavior either tunes or disrupts the natural rhythm of a woman’s hormonal functioning.” Hormonal health is foundational to individualism, critical thought, spiritual connection and personal safety. I believe that is why there is such a hefty intersection of captured medical corporate conglomerates and the advancing, culturally Marxist feminist movement. This is alongside a wildfire of feminist-fueled trans activism that subtracts real experience of the downsides.
Activism within an elusive, elitist, modern-day, covert cult devours gorgeous, fertile women every day, with poetic narratives and initiatives toward painting the desire for marriage and children as a disability. Know the Marxist goal - captured women growing old in isolation are easier to manipulate.
Now it is getting even easier to capture younger women. I once watched a biological young man, not even bothering with makeup, win Homecoming Queen at my son’s Catholic high school. The girls were celebratory. Raw emotions in the hearts of beautiful girls in the contest were undoubtedly buried underneath a need to belong. If not, it was worse - real emotions were denied, which explains raw emotional awareness emerging after unbothered double mastectomies in girlhood. We are seeing this kind of ritual in youth across the country – with the state as God and inclusion as a commandment, belonging means complying.
I was a once a young woman with a feeble emotional constitution in high school, too. Transitioning is not happening more often because there’s a new wave of evolution - it’s happening this often because poisonous propaganda is pervasive, and girls will do anything to belong in high school. And if you’re white and cis, you’re an “oppressor”. Waking up one day to find you identify as a male means instant access to the inclusion club.
Masculine or Feminine Energy Over Identity
Children sensing their masculine or feminine energy is a natural part of growing up and learning oneself, and there is no need to take drastic measure, but rather to simply allow one’s life to unfold and spiritually examine the self from the soul’s perspective. However, a medical cartel has interrupted that path. A rigorous childhood vaccine agenda may have made way for endocrine disruption by design. Jennifer Bilek has forensically tracked the financial data behind the diabolical trans agenda, proving the goal - it is not child welfare. Supporters of this utter lunacy will stop immediately when they follow her, as she follows the money. Bilek has said, “They want the youth to dissociate from biological reality. This is the transhumanist paradigm - getting kids to think of themselves not as whole integrated human beings, but as parts for the market.”
Jennifer says, “It’s exhilarating to call out the truth in a sea of lies - activism is a love story.” I agree! I often say that marriage itself is holy activism. (This is why you’ll find not just energetic tendencies but biological principles of men and women in the handbook section of my book)
Throughout the time span of my marriage, a decade, we have gone from zero pediatric gender clinics in America to 100. They are all "in the black", as they say, despite offering experimental, untested services. As my dad used to say “that is proof of nothing but effective PR.” In this case, it comes in the form of corporate-funded propaganda, convincing innocent citizens they are standing for “human rights” instead of torturous, evil human experiments and manipulation for control and financial gain. If you support surgical transitions in kids, integrity points to the necessity of witnessing the surgery you support (I couldn’t, but do not have to). Bear in mind that detransitioners are sometimes dropped by their provider at the first sign of complications, which are common.
Denouncing Family Bonds of Affection: A Sign of Capture
Career “tribes” assist the capture of single women, wives and mothers by serving as a weak substitute for family bonds of affection and motherhood. Use of weaponized language provides cultural ammo in desensitizing women to steadfast, long-lasting bonds, making it easier to substitute cultural trends for a boring old home life. Because remember, Lao Tsu warned,
"Watch your thoughts, they become your words; watch your words, they become your actions.
I hear women say “my work husband” when casually describing a colleague who fulfills emotional needs. The role of husband, a word representing commitment and the prosperous collaboration of two compatible souls, is reduced to exchangeable folly.
When Debra, 45, told me she couldn’t sleep because her “gay husband” was moving, I encouraged her to consider the substitute bond that may be masking her true desire to be married. In The Flipside of Feminism, Suzanne Venker and Phyllis Schlafly write about how the feminist movement covertly preserved Marxist ideals with slogans and words, appealing to troubled personalities and keeping the real motives out of view. Tranquilized, bored housewives felt hollow and were suffering the Industrial Revolution’s automated answers to hearty homestead chores. Appliances meant there was less for wives to do and no mutual satisfaction in a job well done by two partners achieving equity, a viable goal in the home.
Next up, I’ll go into achievable equity - within that marital collaboration.
Meantime, I’ll be praying for my readers to stop aligning with a death cult. Stand against it, now.1
This is from a series on “Culture Capture” to provide background on my book.
This is from a series on “Culture Capture” to provide background my upcoming book Real Progress: How to Find True Liberation Through Commitment and Love