Amy, you have once again touched my heart. Thank you for writing what you feel.
I feel it too. I believe I have prayed harder in the past two years than I have in my whole life. I was never taken in by this lie, this exhausting, nauseating, never ending narrative that grows more outlandish and more desperate by the day, sometimes by the hour. I am so discouraged sometimes. My husband is an eye surgeon. He believes everything -they- say. The holy trinity of the CDC, the WHO and NIH. Fauci is their God and Gates their savior. They are all in. Moreover, every physician I know of has taken it on as their personal quest to get the world injected. Patients, staff, family, neighbors, friends, enemies, acquaintances, you name it. To the point of badgering, shaming and harassing. My husband has been gleefully and ever so willingly thrice jabbed, and is also a participant in this season’s flu shot trial (there are MANY flu shots this go around).
How do you like them apples?!
I am called a conspiracy theorist. I have been told I am in the wrong. I know I am not a threat to anyone’s health. I refuse to act sick to appease those who are so mentally deranged they are afraid of the air.
Unobstructed breathing is not a crime.
Healthy people acting sick to pacify their government, employer, etc is a form of mental illness. It’s called Munchausen Syndrome.
Thank you again for sharing your thoughts.
They offer hope to those of us who often feel quite isolated and downtrodden.
Wow Ava. You are truly a heroine of inner stamina. I can’t even imagine it. I’m stunned speechless that is SO MUCH. Thank you for sharing this with me. I’m so glad you found me and I’m grateful to know you feel this writing and it resonates. If you ever need extra support please look at sessions on my website amyloftus.com I take calls. It’s free. You’re a force. Don’t ever underestimate your strength. God is hearing your prayers.
Just beautiful, and both your smiles make it doubly so.
I wanted to add that to my initial comment, but I was in a moment of utter indignation and went off on a tangent. When I think of what they are doing, what they have done, and the kids who are suffering the most over this, I just feel so angry. They are traumatizing a generation. It’s beyond cruel. The overreach from so called authority figures is criminal, but I blame the parents for allowing this.
Imagine if every parent said Not today, satan- this crap would have ended overnight.
Thank you. I love that picture. It was taken in Arizona when I made my Mom and sister wear caftans I brought to a trip. LOL
It is utter cruelty. I blame parents for not demanding consent, i hear you there. But I also know the strategic, covert darkness that lured them. Chaos by design. Awful. Not today Satan indeed
My new hubby ( a true Fauci Fan) left just before Thanksgiving last year because me and the kids wouldn’t wear masks around him anymore. My planning a maskless Thanksgiving was the last straw.
I saw through the whole evil plan the 2nd month into all this crap. And I too was called a Conspiracy theorist in front of my kids. I was called out as a racist because I believe All Lives Matter. I so ‘get’ your pain.
Thank you for telling my story. I am again reassured I am not alone.
Hi Shauna, I am so sorry about your marriage. I sense your kids will be grateful for your consistency despite the rockiness. The greatest compliment to me is "you're telling my story". Thanks. We are not alone though we have all felt that way. God bless. Sending a hug
Thanks for your writing! Inner stamina, indeed! But like Olympic level stamina, stamina of the SAINTS stamina! I pray for God to heal all of us who are hurting, to strengthen us for the journey, and to open the eyes and hearts of all to the truth. Better days ahead! 💕
And here, so many of us sit with you: grieving the abuse we watch our loves endure for “the greater good”. Some days I think I will burst in pain, but I continue on, unaware I had this reserve endurance of suffering available. You are not alone, even when it feels the loneliest space. I’m grateful for voices like yours, that remind me, I’m not alone either.
And yes, I found you from Dr Northrup: the synchronicity of the universe bringing like to like. There are more of us than we realize, and our voices calling out is what will help us find one another. Keep speaking (and writing out) your truth.
Thank you Lisa. I didn’t know the depth of the loyalty to the narrative until I started writing this and getting emails from people desperate to confidently share, and loved ones rejecting me. I sense an unraveling coming, that is going to be very painful for people who bought in. Meanwhile, we are all on the center of their dartboards. Unbelievably, I see right through that projection, just as I did the covid lie. Thanks for your encouragement.
Thank you so much Heidi. I was just sitting on my couch breathing and being too!!! LOL just staring into stillness, feet on the floor, belly breaths! I think you’re right they expect us to buckle under loss and rejection. Just closer to God most of us. And I know I’m not a wacko maybe I’ll soften that.😆 But I accept it’s how I’m seen. Your kindness and words of support mean a lot. ❤️
Amy, you have once again touched my heart. Thank you for writing what you feel.
I feel it too. I believe I have prayed harder in the past two years than I have in my whole life. I was never taken in by this lie, this exhausting, nauseating, never ending narrative that grows more outlandish and more desperate by the day, sometimes by the hour. I am so discouraged sometimes. My husband is an eye surgeon. He believes everything -they- say. The holy trinity of the CDC, the WHO and NIH. Fauci is their God and Gates their savior. They are all in. Moreover, every physician I know of has taken it on as their personal quest to get the world injected. Patients, staff, family, neighbors, friends, enemies, acquaintances, you name it. To the point of badgering, shaming and harassing. My husband has been gleefully and ever so willingly thrice jabbed, and is also a participant in this season’s flu shot trial (there are MANY flu shots this go around).
How do you like them apples?!
I am called a conspiracy theorist. I have been told I am in the wrong. I know I am not a threat to anyone’s health. I refuse to act sick to appease those who are so mentally deranged they are afraid of the air.
Unobstructed breathing is not a crime.
Healthy people acting sick to pacify their government, employer, etc is a form of mental illness. It’s called Munchausen Syndrome.
Thank you again for sharing your thoughts.
They offer hope to those of us who often feel quite isolated and downtrodden.
God bless you and yours.
Wow Ava. You are truly a heroine of inner stamina. I can’t even imagine it. I’m stunned speechless that is SO MUCH. Thank you for sharing this with me. I’m so glad you found me and I’m grateful to know you feel this writing and it resonates. If you ever need extra support please look at sessions on my website amyloftus.com I take calls. It’s free. You’re a force. Don’t ever underestimate your strength. God is hearing your prayers.
Thank you so much, Amy.
I love the picture of you and your Mom.
Just beautiful, and both your smiles make it doubly so.
I wanted to add that to my initial comment, but I was in a moment of utter indignation and went off on a tangent. When I think of what they are doing, what they have done, and the kids who are suffering the most over this, I just feel so angry. They are traumatizing a generation. It’s beyond cruel. The overreach from so called authority figures is criminal, but I blame the parents for allowing this.
Imagine if every parent said Not today, satan- this crap would have ended overnight.
Thank you. I love that picture. It was taken in Arizona when I made my Mom and sister wear caftans I brought to a trip. LOL
It is utter cruelty. I blame parents for not demanding consent, i hear you there. But I also know the strategic, covert darkness that lured them. Chaos by design. Awful. Not today Satan indeed
My new hubby ( a true Fauci Fan) left just before Thanksgiving last year because me and the kids wouldn’t wear masks around him anymore. My planning a maskless Thanksgiving was the last straw.
I saw through the whole evil plan the 2nd month into all this crap. And I too was called a Conspiracy theorist in front of my kids. I was called out as a racist because I believe All Lives Matter. I so ‘get’ your pain.
Thank you for telling my story. I am again reassured I am not alone.
:) Shauna
Hi Shauna, I am so sorry about your marriage. I sense your kids will be grateful for your consistency despite the rockiness. The greatest compliment to me is "you're telling my story". Thanks. We are not alone though we have all felt that way. God bless. Sending a hug
Shauna, I am with you in spirit.
More importantly, you are loved by the most high God. The truth can stand on its own and it never changes. Eyes will be opened soon. Hang in there.
Hugs.
Thanks for your writing! Inner stamina, indeed! But like Olympic level stamina, stamina of the SAINTS stamina! I pray for God to heal all of us who are hurting, to strengthen us for the journey, and to open the eyes and hearts of all to the truth. Better days ahead! 💕
I LOVE this comment. Thank you. Olympic level stamina of the saints indeed!!!!!
And here, so many of us sit with you: grieving the abuse we watch our loves endure for “the greater good”. Some days I think I will burst in pain, but I continue on, unaware I had this reserve endurance of suffering available. You are not alone, even when it feels the loneliest space. I’m grateful for voices like yours, that remind me, I’m not alone either.
And yes, I found you from Dr Northrup: the synchronicity of the universe bringing like to like. There are more of us than we realize, and our voices calling out is what will help us find one another. Keep speaking (and writing out) your truth.
Thank you Lisa. I didn’t know the depth of the loyalty to the narrative until I started writing this and getting emails from people desperate to confidently share, and loved ones rejecting me. I sense an unraveling coming, that is going to be very painful for people who bought in. Meanwhile, we are all on the center of their dartboards. Unbelievably, I see right through that projection, just as I did the covid lie. Thanks for your encouragement.
Thank you so much Heidi. I was just sitting on my couch breathing and being too!!! LOL just staring into stillness, feet on the floor, belly breaths! I think you’re right they expect us to buckle under loss and rejection. Just closer to God most of us. And I know I’m not a wacko maybe I’ll soften that.😆 But I accept it’s how I’m seen. Your kindness and words of support mean a lot. ❤️
Well said 💕